TO ALL READERS OUT THERE! Be Sure To Support Your Fellow Rafflesians at the Various Musical Group Concerts~!!!

Update as of 2nd april.

Tests/Meetings

- Maths TA on trigo WS 4, 5
- Physics test on temperature and heat capacity
- RL meeting. The first one.
- MEP quiz - postponed
- Philoquiz

Homework

- MEP setpiece (transcribing left)
- MEP essay (higher music. pft.)
- English Speech ( 3 articles, a 2 minute speech. great.)
- E learning Chem
- E learning HCL
- HCL compo
- HCL wksheets
- E learning physics
- History file
- History E learning
- Philo E learning
- SS E learning
- E learning MEP
- Math E learning
- Math Assignment

Term 2

Rats. I woke up this morning to realise how much homework there is.

Here it is.

Tests/Meetings
-Maths TA on trigo WS 4, 5
-Physics test on temperature and heat capacity
-RL meeting. The first one.

Homework
-E learning MEP
-MEP setpiece (I have to rewrite out my composition and record it)
-MEP essay (higher music. pft.)
-English Speech ( 3 articles, a 2 minute speech. great.)
-E learning Chem
-E learning HCL
-HCL compo
-HCL wksheets
-E learning physics
-History file
-Philo E learning

And as if i dont have enough on my plate already.

This is total bs man. Im sure RI attempts to crush its students by overpiling us with homework.

And whoever said we were very free?

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I guess a lot of stuff are still undone, yet I am still here blogging.

I really regret my actions of what I have done in the start of the year, particularly towards the RL.

How was I supposed to know that this organisation would be so dead? I cannot help it but say that we havent been doing anything since the start of this year, and with this organisation barely known to many in the school, how are we to make ourselves known and start taking actions?

I could only sit in despair.

No more though. I have made a move and I hope you all will respond in my favour, that is let me step down.

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Organising meetings are hell. Especially if it involves Rafflesians.

And I mean 2 things with that statement.

Death

Morbid title right? Imagine a post on death.

Well i am NOT going to post on the camp, because I had a fairly bad time from the camp being security IC/game master. I seriously swear facilitators get the best jobs for being able to participate more actively in the game besides being a member of the faction.

Post camp reflections were also bad. Dont tell me I am not allowed to play mahjong the entire night when you didnt stop me in the first place. Just tell me that mahjong isnt allowed and I wont bring the set at all. Doesnt that make more sense rather that blaming me for the consequences?

But anyway this post is not to blog about camp. After having some good times building up to the camp, the camp has to spoil the relationships. Now my decision is still back into the weighing scale. =.=

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Lost yet another family member in the past few days. I guess it would have been better for him because I heard from my mum that he was under heavy support systems, ie he wasnt even able to carry out proper body functions. Under this case if it were me i would rather let go of life after meeting all the people i know.

But, even though I didnt get to know him so well, he is after all part of what brought me, and my mum to this world. Therefore, rest in peace and go without regrets.

Now i worry about my mum. She must still stand strong being the elder generation in her family. Ma, live strong ok?

Now back to work I guess. =

1 more day.
1 camp.
2 days, 1 night.
a hell lot of fun activities. =)


Raffles Voices March Camp 2008

-------ReliVe the 1uRV-------



Looks great isnt it?


Considering it is the only camp that RV comm 0708 will be organising for the choir, this is the only oppotunity for us to shine and let RV members to bond.


And that is why we need to work hard to make this camp a success.


Nothing else needs to be said, we just need to work hard. =)



ReliVe the 1uRV,
dennis

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I should start titling my posts.

Its nice to have that nice feeling where everyone meets and has fun together. This is the kind of feeling that I often wished for in choir, but to no avail.

And you know who everyone refers to.

Yet the issue of carrying on these friendships stay in my mind all day. Whether I should not should not. Ah can someone enlighten me?

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My game went well. I am happy. =)

Choirmania TCG v2.0 ftw!

They once said:

"Bridges that have been burned can be repaired, and mended slowly over time."

I personally believe in this quote. But it takes the bridge and the repairman to work hand in hand in order to repair this bridge.

Will you?

Another friendship lost.






Oh well. Its not as if I didnt do anything to repair this broken friendship. It takes 2 hands to clap, and if this friendship wants to be like that then leave it.

The world is turning sad. And cold. Is there anything around me that will cheer me up? I guess not. This is, the harsh reality of life.

Maybe life in RJ will totally change my perception of life. I cant wait for that day when I first get to know my OG people. Really it will be a total change from this.

If all of you choose to behave like that, go ahead. I am not going take a step furthur to find out why life makes you all so sad. If you want to emo then get off me. I am not emo.

Its true.

And i dont get why the world is so emo now.

I dont care, I am going to take action against emo-ness in this world.

I dont know what, but I hope some of you are with me. Emo-ness does not one any good; it just makes your life shorter by not smiling more.

Seriously, whatever happened to "always look on the bright side of life?"








People are just so cynical.

Lessons on Life and People (2)

I am learning a lot.

Emo. The term emo is used to describe a state of feeling that is emotional, mainly that the person gets very worked up, and his state of feelings is not stable, and definitely not happy.

To Yuxin.

Ok I know that it is my fault ok? My original email was to send out a reminder (to no avail) that reflections should be uploaded, and to post a opinion on the issue. AN OPINION.

But if that makes you unhappy, and i dont know why you're unhappy, forgive me ok? Just take it that I made a wrong move. But seriously, even if I started it, don't get so worked up in future, ok? It doesnt help anyone, especially me, when you start spouting out whatever you wanted to say when I am already trying my best to ignore someone else.

So here is my sincere apology. I apologise for getting you so worked up ok? Just that being so angry at me doesnt make me or you feel better.










And i know im not easily forgiven.

Lessons on Life and People (1)

I just learnt more about the world and people today.

Having gone down to the tennis finals, I now really know what it really means to be supporting one another. Like how our class supported Abhinav in his doubles match, it was really true spirit that our class and other Rafflesians showed.

Team spirit is SO powerful. And really it is. I quote Abhinav saying that the ACS people were cheering so loudly. Yes, cheers do have an effect on the actual players in sports during the game, unlike in musical groups where that is something we cannot experience, the players of a sport need to be cheered on very frequently.

And yes Abhinav even though we wont be there tomorrow, we will still support you any other time and place possible. =)

Which brings me to another topic.

Choir. Choir is really getting UH. I am not going to say the word and thats for you to speculate for yourself.

I would also like to say thank you to Yuxin who actually bothered listening. Call them excuses and I dont care. I wont comment so much on this because I want to put this behind me.

And that is the main reason why I do NOT want to join. Dont ask me what for you know already. I just cannot work with certain people up till the very end of 6 years.

I will put this behind me, and put this fully at my fault too. Move on with life and get going.

Even after knowing you for 3 years, 3 YEARS! Not months, weeks, days, but YEARS. I cannot get whats up with you and the reason for you acting against me. But f*** it for I am not going to ask what it is because I am not 100% at fault all the time.

Its just better if we remain as people that once knew each other.

Really need to get this out of myself.

I dont know why I got myself into such a state. I know this shouldn't have happened, thus i am trying my best to turn things around. I dont know how to express myself, for fear that you might see this, but oh well read it if you want. I can't control what you see and feel anyway.

It shouldn't have happened in the first place, right? Why then did I even think about it? T-T But that was all in the past. Don't ignore me, will you?

Never should have been like this. What a laugh. Really.

Yay feeling better.

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Just another day in school. Nothing special, nothing exciting, yet school never fails to amuse me in many ways. One, for instance is when I got hit in the eye by a soccer ball during recess while playing soccer. It hurt, but thankfully nothing happened to me.

AND I DID 2 PULL UPS! ^^ This shows that hard work always pays off because i started with 0 nearly 2 months ago. I shall continue to work on my physical fitness, especially in long distance running. =)

And chem prac and math TA went well. Hopefully I can score in those two and get high marks for those. ^^ And i modified my mark for Chinese to get 40/60. YAY. ^^

I guess blogging helps you to reflect, and also to vent out stuff that you've been keeping in yourself. Im really feeling a lot better, but please please dont ignore me, ok?

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I really appreciate the little things people to do to make the lives of others, like mine, much better. Wouldn't the world be a better place if everyone just helped each other?

And i swore in class. How cool right. ^^

2 months have passed. Look on the brighter side, ok?

Reflection for 2008. Part 1.

I guess its good to reflect once in a while every few months in a year. This way this will help me to keep myself in the correct path of my life.

I have a lot of stuff to talk about, or rather type about, but I guess I will just focus on school. =)

2 months have passed. Thats equivalent to 9 weeks. Today marks the start of the 3rd month of 2008, and time really can go pass quick. Though only 2 months have passed, it seems as though cny this year was a long, long time ago. I wonder why.

School has been quite pleasant, I guess. The problems are getting bigger over the few months, and in week 10 itself I have something due/to be tested for each subject. Yeah. Including philo.

CCA has been quite ok too. Working towards Community Day, and also the trip itself. Every now and then I feel a need to really take a break from choir. Its like, the enthusiasm and passion for singing isnt there anymore. Choir seems more than just about singing....

Feeling quite tired, with my eyes half open, and thats why Im typing so emo-ly. (yay new word.) I hope that I will be able to plan my time more efficiently in future rather than procrastinating and producing shit work at the end of the day.

Ah well. Going off to study chem. Doesnt mean its open-notes means no studying is needed right?

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Cant express what I want to say to you properly. It is sad, isn't it?