Ah!

12 days left before English EOY starts. And 12 days isn't a lot of time because 12 days ago I was just enjoying my empty dmp timetable.

Sigh. >.<

Yay finally. I finally know whats going on!

Yeah after like 20 days I finally know why my name popped up in question 10. Thanks Fiona. - -

Got this from Joel. =)

1. Kangjie? I dunno.
2. Terence, from class 4H. =) Known him since P3.
3. Anyone that I can. =)
4. I dont know anyone. Me perhaps? xD
5. Asish. Gosh.
6. Cant think of anyone at the moment.
7. Gosh a lot. Zongyi, Shanzhi, Kangjie, the list goes on. (RIPB exco la huh)
8. Umm dunno? Daniel? =)
9. A few people which i do not wish to name =)
10. My sis!
11. Yishu. Definitely.
12. Woah. Um cant think of anyone at the moment xD
13. Kangjie? LOL.
14. Kangjie. Definitely. (the former) the latter i dunno any.
15. Weird question? Yishu and see him catwalk. (he did before xD)
16. Zongyi. Zomg my idol.
17. Me? lol. xD
18. Woah ummm... cant think.
19. In my school, quite a few people.
20. Me! and others which i cant think of.
21. Dunno?
22. Joshua.
23. Zongyi! xD Daniel also.
24. Fiona. Definitely. Never anger girls, people.
25. Yishu. Daniel also! xD
26. No one. - -
27. Hard to tell. still young la.
28. No one? I dont do it.
29. HAHAHA not telling.
30. Good luck for EOYS! I am so going to own maths.

If you see a lot of like 'cant think' its because I suddenly have a mind block. Dang. Perhaps I'll do it again. =)

Labels: meme, random quiz

Seeing that my family is currently experiencing so many problems, I dedicate this post to my sisters, Diane and Joanne. I do hope after listening to this song, they will do what my mum tells them to.

《聽媽媽的話》
曲: 周杰倫
詞: 周杰倫

小朋友　你是否有很多問號　為什麼
別人在那看漫畫　我卻在學畫畫　對著鋼琴說話
別人在玩遊戲　我卻靠在牆壁背我的ABC

我說我要一台大大的飛機　我卻得到一台舊舊錄音機
為什麼　要聽媽媽的話　長大後你就會開始懂得這種話
長大後我開始明白　為什麼我跑的比別人快　飛的比別人高
將來大家看的都是我畫的漫畫　大家唱的都是　我寫的歌

媽媽的辛苦　不讓你看見　溫暖的食譜在她心裡面
有空就多多握握她的手　把手牽著一起夢遊

Chorus:
聽媽媽的話　別讓她受傷　想快快長大　才能保護她
美麗的白髮　幸福中發芽　天使的魔法　溫暖中慈祥


在你的未來　音樂是你的王牌　拿王牌談個戀愛
唉　我不想把你教壞　還是聽媽媽的話吧　晚點在戀愛吧
我知道你未來的路　當媽比我更清楚

你會開始學其他同學在書包寫東寫西
但我建議你最好寫　媽媽我會用功讀書
用功讀書　怎麼會從我嘴巴說出
不想你輸所以要教你　用功讀書

媽媽織給你的毛衣　你要好好收著
因為母親節到時我要告訴她　我還留著
對了　我會遇到了周潤發
所以你可以跟同學炫耀　賭神未來是你爸爸

我找不到童年寫的情書　你寫完不要送人
因為過兩天你會在操場上撿到
你會開始喜歡上流行歌　因為張學友開始準備唱吻別


聽媽媽的話　別讓她受傷　想快快長大　才能保護她
美麗的白髮　幸福中發芽　天使的魔法　溫暖中慈祥

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Simple, yet meaningful. Can? =)

OIP Malaysia! (vs class chalet)






But I ultimately chose class chalet in the end... =S

Well was it a hasty decision? I can't believe that I actually sent out the email for withdrawal on the same day I knew that I knew that I was going on the OIP. Well that just proves either of 2 things:

1) I really want to go for the class chalet so nothing like even the OIP can change this chalet time.
2) I made a hasty decision to say "No I am not going"

Well I hope its number 1. T-T I hope I won't regret my decision, ok 4D?

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This is actually my first big decision that I have to make. There will be many more, isn't it? I can see a few more coming my way in the near future. Hmm.

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On another note, wish me luck for MEP practical tmr! Its 9 percent of the year! 9 freaking percent of which I must get at least 7.5! RAWR.

Labels: decisions

New post!

Well my dmp has been quite lousy so far. Its just school, then come home, then read NOT MUG then sleep = waste of precious time. Its day 3 already! and I have yet to do or accomplish anything great, unlike the number of people I saw mugging in the library today which is scary!

Sigh. There's just so much to think about, so much to study, so many things to do, so many things I want to do, but all no time. Sigh. It is really quite sad because I cannot have time to do what I really want to, yet at the same time I am not even cherishing my moments by spending them efficiently at the very least to get something useful done.

And another thing is I noticed a lot of people blog with an intent for readers to read like a story or something. Well I am not sure if my blogging has achieved that status, but to me it seems really really superficial other than the occasional meme which show you more about me.

So my point is, if you do like to know more anything that you perhaps want me to blog about, go ahead. I must admit that I am one of the most secretive kind of people you can find, i.e. you tell me everything but I dont. Thats kind of weird, but yet I am like that =) = I am weird! (nice conclusion. =D)

OK anyway, back to the thing about not using my time properly. Lets make a commitment. =)

I, Dennis Heng, will officially commit myself to study hard and not waste time unnecessarily. In addition, I commit myself to sleep later so I can get more things done in the night, then sleep more in the day (i.e. class). I commit myself to sleep at ___ am everyday in order for me to finish what I need to do before I sleep.

Yeah whatever. Fill in that __ for me if you please. (that simply means just suggest what time.)

Time is running out! And its time I make full use of my time. (sounds familiar hmm...)

Labels: random post

Appena La Voce!

Well its all over now. 1 year of RE has come to an end, not with a bang, but a proper ending that we planned for.

I must say that I didnt put in my best for this concert, but yet I tried really hard to put in my 100% last minute, which didnt work out really well la. XP

Songs weren't specatucular, but I must say that the best would have been September, or voices that care. All the little details that were so obvious to me, out of tune, sharp, flat, clashing, etc etc were so obvious! Well but I had to ignore them to go on with singing, which I did and I feel proud of myself.

And that leads me to another self-centre (sorry! ><) but deep question, which Ben asked which is: Why am I so afraid to give pitch when I can? Well there can be a few reasons.
1) I just dont want to give for the sake of suanning people. Which isnt true 50% of the time because its not fun to suan anyway. - - You all will understand when you all reach this level. (oops)
2) I feel insecure because of the different hertz of 'A's and 'Bb's or other notes for that matter which I cannot keep constant.
3) I give pitch but people dont get, because somehow theres the stigma that pitch pipe/tuning fork more reliable than human (which is true) but if you look at it closely its quite the same.
4) I dont want to show off because it is something useful but not to suan others.

Well and a lot more other reasons which are very minor. I hope that somehow answers your question Ben, and yes I will try to solve that. But the main thing is you all go out of tune because I am unstable! Dang. ><

Which brings me back to my main topic which is, BEATS has completed our last major event of this year, or even our only major event (One cant tell the future eh?) with the exception of grad night. So please please take up grad night and so we can sing together once more!

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I think having typed all that, it reaches into me a deep question which is: Which do I miss more, the singing or the friends? I mean, considering of foresaking chorale or even BEATS for me just means I lose very great friends and very great moments with them. But I dont want! Its so hard to make a choice, anyone advise me?

And the other bigger question is: Which will I choose: chorale or something new? Well I suppose that many of you know I want to run for council in RJ (if you dont you do now!), and if I do get it (i hope i will!) I may have to leave my current CCA because I cant kope, like odac or volleyball, or etc. But if mr toh were to allow chorale and council with all my other pressures from studies and work and piano and a million other things, I guess it would be hard to kope with it eh?





I cant decide. Dang.

Labels: BEATS, events, reflections

The sep hols has just ended! Well it was like a school break to me instead of a 'holiday'. Funny how terms mean the same thing but actually are so different.

I koped this quiz from Hongrui, after spending 6 hours with him I decided it would be nice if I did something from his blog. Here read this.



TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now

1. myself: lets go dennis! you know you can get your ideal gpa so stop procrasinating and setting low benchmarks for yourself.
2. daniel: thanks for all you did for the resl ppt. I really appreciate it.
3. mum, dad: thanks for coming down to my competition today! i know I wasted a lot of time (even doing this quiz) but thanks for showing me your love and support. =)
4. hongrui: thanks hongrui. you made me quit playing the rubix whatever. xD
5. hans: good luck classmate. see you on tuesday.
6. (i do this later)
7.
8.
9.
10.


NINE things about yourself

1. I used to play the rubix cube. Now i dont.
2. I used to be a bass and the SL, but no more. Convince me to join chorale la.
3. I do weird things most of the time, and only do things sometimes.
4. My GPA is low. D:
5. I like sports, just that I suck at them.
6. I start to watch my diet, so cut down on fast food, trans fat stuff (thanks yuxin), soft drinks, hard drinks, fried stuff, etc. - im health conscious!
7. I love trigonometry! as of now.
8. I'm wearing a white shirt with blue pants now? O.o
9. I like my life, but it can be loads better.

EIGHT ways to win my heart (mainly unchanged from Laiweng's standards)

1. If I like you at first. - -
2. Have some things that I really admire you for. This varies from person to person.
3. A person I can relate to. Like I will feel comfortable pouring myself out to you, even though I don't usually do that, even to my closest friends.
4. Be kind. And nice. =)
5. A unique look of yours when you're in deep thought, or emoing, or something that makes me soften myself. ><
6. Help me out in my life.
7. Mind my weird habits and words.
8. And another point for the admiration part. =)

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot

1. Why do I feel so lonely? ><
2. What do I want to do for a career?
3. How do things work, and why?
4. How am I going to be like 10, 20, 50 years in future?
5. How are things going to be like the next moment? Probability of random or uncommon events happening to me?
6. Argh! My gpa. ><
7. Who's that special someone for me? ><

SIX things I wished I never did

1. Drop bio and geog.
2. Slacked in sec 1 and 2.
3. Not run for RIPB. >< I wanted to.
4. Oh yes. crack my knuckles so often because my fingers are too stiff.
5. Slack off and not train for napfa.
6. Treated you the way I did. ><

FIVE turn-offs

1. SMOKERS.
2. Phlegm. In public places.
3. Dead insects in 1 metre proximity.
4. People getting obscenely high results when undeserving = biasedness.
5. People poking me constantly.

FOUR turn-ons

1. Having fun with friends. (yishu :D)
2. Listening to good music.
3. Getting back a good result.
4. Getting to talk to you. =)

THREE words to sum up my life

1. Can
2. Be
3. Better

TWO things I won’t die till I do

1. Work hard and get my 4As for A levels
2. Confess? haha.

ONE last confession

I love my family, and even though I dont show it, I really do. =)

Labels: meme

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE I AM IN LOVE WITH "THE RITE OF SPRING"! (part one only)

Its so good, and its such an important musical work that marks the start of the 20th century music. Stravinsky is such a genius to be able to write it in 2 years. Now how often do you get your work being so famously, or infamously known?

ah! I cant tell you how good it is unless you're able to appreciate it from a musical student point of view. It is just good, because it is. =) If you want to know more you can come to me and ask me. =)

Rite of Spring is the <3! (- -)