250! :D jiayou blog.

i think tags turn old and smell if they dont get replied to soon. so i have to keep up with the updating!

had 3 long days since thursday, with FOSL on thursday, gathering at my house yesterday and chorale today. D: my voice tired already la i'm going to die tomorrow D:

okay yes tag replies.
fiona yah not kudos. thank you for your help then. :)
annie yah oops i didnt know you visited my blog already! sorry for daoing your sms im really too lazy to reply. D: okay ill go reply facebook wall now.
karen im shy mah :D yah i can do with guan we'll totally help you to win finals man. :D JIAYOU ACCIDENTALS! :D
guan do together la boss. :D yes co-op and friends forever :D:D
josh no problem dude. thanks for coming along today too. :D
yuxin thank you too! :D mahjong next time again man i intend to extend my streak. :D and i dont know how to change colour D: tell me.
joanne i go read now.
yifan :D thanks for tagging. too many tags to reply to haha. :D

(on request by fiona)

im not going to bother with tag replies now because im bored. -.-

okay uh FOSL today was quite good actually! after the talk last night i've decided to take proper action and start changing my 'wall' syndrome (kudos to fiona) and let other people know im not a wall. yes im not.

started off talking to annie today when i met her at the 1st floor. eh please tell me how i faired (like was i nervous, not really talking, kept looking away, not sincere, stuff like that). :D it will really go a long way to helping me. >.<>learning and doing community work, group management skills and other stuff which was really meaningful and enriching. but sadly its only 1 day i'll definitely go for others if i can.

and yes i'll be taking isle. if i can get it woots. :D

went to join in accidentals prac today. surprisingly i must say karen and stacey quite good! :D good movements and voices that help to liven up the atmosphere when you're singing. the rest are good too! but got to move more eh (jorel readon kaile). dont take offense please :D

and they spent A LONG TIME deciding what to wear for friday. :D sounds familiar? :D

and yes i took a few videos of them and listened to them as they sang. I WANT TO BE YOUR SOUNDS MANAGER! :D please let me i'll work on it please please. :D

and i finally know something about my OG. woots.

i thank you god, for this wonderful day.

I am not dennis. Just his close friend, probably, else I won't be here.
Lots of stuff to say here, but mostly, it's to this 'you'.
I've known you for quite some time, and your image has grown inside me.
I always thought that I could make you somewhat happy; but I realised I was wrong. What I did was just to satisfy my own desire of company, to avoid loneliness.
But it's all gone, because you've proven me right, right about something I've never wanted to believe was true.

Thank you Dennis.

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

looks like tong xiao msn isnt going to work :D because im going off whee.

and yes. its now 4am. :D

thanks for coming to my blog so often! :D

tag replies
annie haha i zao off early :D please la so far away from home of course have to leave early mah. :D
hongrui uh i think you got it mistaken i was at the RGSTRINGS V2 sectionals. not rj. :D
daniel oh yah havent asked ms kwan. i thought she say like no need or something. hmm. oh yah just finish the books.
samantha no pink isnt gay! hot pink is gay. :D
kangjie okay i shant get a music player. ;D

and to the people who are convoing amongst themselves: fiona, yifan, yishu, kangjie

just go on. i cant keep up T-T

tag replies! :D

yishu oh sorry for not replying to you. yah our convo here goes beyond just my blog. :D
fiona uh yes! see how much fun you had today. :D yah you're really nice (and so's your parents! and brother!) for lending us your house for today's party :D next one will be school? :D (hinthint 14 feb.)
micht oh i see. tsk tsk sneaky ah michelle being the polarbear/zappel/murderer for so many times yet no one suspected you. im sure you won by scissors paper stone! T-T ah dont ask me ask yishu and yifan they're better with pressuring. :D and besides i dont talk to her other than when i see her anyway, so cant pressure. :D:D AND YES THANK YOU FOR LIKING MY BLOGSKIN :D:D
josh oh boss relax la. no one want to stalk you la you so self aware of your surrounding. :D so agile. 30th confirm. got module that day?
yuxin dont kope ah :D just search like white or simple in blogskin.com thats what i did. had fun today? :D
yifan what why's she scary i dont even sense her presence :D:D haha. yes no.1 fan. :D
hongrui huh huh whats "oh during sectionals isit? lol i was in the room, if not can come and join you all" i dont get it. refresh my memory PLEASE. :)
annie im defending myself! i dont go there to terrorise juniors i have younger sisters please. :D besides my friends and i were just... bored :D i was there from about 2 to 5? at the first floor of the place with the rockwall. :D
xiner eh i cant tell oops :D you were serious in the past? ._. okay dont kill me for that. but seriously i dont notice any change, however little notices.

and
yuxin okay. ill leave it as that first maybe ill upload a music player. :D
yifan haha. i visited too. :D





just want to thank you all for visiting my blog so often. :D i mean it really makes me feel loved! :D more importantly i want to cherish all of you that i know so far so please just keep tagging!

friends are important, of course. this is my favourite quote taken from yifan's blog:

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

and this is mine.

"Friends are more than just special people. They are the people that make your life special."






Recently I've been hanging out with choir people A LOT. I know because I've seen yishu in the past 3 days continuously. That's not something bad, so please don't assume so.

Started off the day with piano lesson on friday, followed by a performance at GOS (the new campus!) after that. I must say I actually forsaked going back to primary school for the last 2 years going to GOS for performances and talking to BEATS and Ms Kwan. :D Personally, I feel that time spent this way is really more fruitful because i'm not really close to my primary school either. :S

Had a long, long meeting for about 4~ hours or so catching up with each other, pointing out flaws in BEATS and in one another. Surprisingly no one had anything to say about me, so if you've read till here and say "hey actually dennis has so-and-so problems" please just call me on my hp to tell me. if not leave a tag. :D

But still, as Ms Kwan wisely said, time spent together with friends help to build relationships in the beginning, but as time passes and runs out, friendships should be able to withstand the test of time, and therefore friendships should not drift or weaken over time.

WHICH MEANS, even if BEATS doesnt see each other for 10 years, we should still be able to be as close (physically and mentally and spiritually) to each other. That's the true meaning of friendship.

That was really something that struck me, because personally I feel spending time with one another is really the only way to get to know the other person better to build each other's friendships. But everyone has limited time, and true friendship should not diminish with time, and that is something I aim to maintain with BEATS.

Or at least... yuxin. :) Why? because I won't be seeing him as often as the other BEATS people.





Well, after a long day yesterday, today was just mainly spent on... BIRTHDAY PARTTY! :D:D

Before I forget,

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL, AND HAPPY 17TH TO GUAN WEI! :D

yes. now that's done.

spent today playing mahjong, twister, playing rockband, polarbear/murderer/zappel at fiona's house. (hey fiona in case you didnt know your house's going to be the unofficial meeting place for any chorale activity for our batch. :D be prepared yah.)

it was fun! and enjoyable. thinking about it it wasn't really the fun-nest day of my life, so cant say that about today :D but still it was enjoyable and fun.

got nothing much to say except these.

1. rafflesians cannot get anything done, if there are both guys and girls. (watch out pw.)
2. i got my first 10 hu win today. zimo somemore so 600 dollars woots.
3. michelle's really good at acting non-murderer/zappel/polarbear. AND and really good at scissors paper stone. ._.
4. my mum can improve on her cake making. i'll learn from her too. :D
5. twister's muscle building. (from guan.)
6. i cant play rock band for nuts. (cant sing cant drum cant strum.)
7. 13 people cant finish 4 bottles of f&n.
8. im really good and cutting letters from a4 paper.
9. i fang pao 3 times/6 today.
10. poppers! are! fun! and yishu's afraid of them. :D

guan's and daniel's birthday presents were totally hilarious. :D i wish i had something that was as funny too. (hinthint)

yap thats all i can remember for now. can't believe chu xi's tomorrow. -.-

new blog skin for new beginnings.

hopefully you all like it. :D

tag replies!

yuxin relax bro you know how's yishu like he's just doing it because he's bored and for fun. :D
fiona hey! REALLY, really sorry to keep you waiting today i didn't know you were waiting for us all this while. but yes you missed the cards playing which was fun! :D and no i didnt scare away your babies im so friendly! :D
josh sure. :D most probably 30th jan. can?
yishu uh i dont get it.
annie :D see you around soon.
micht EH NOT FAIR just because we're guys and tall doesnt mean we want to scare away juniors lor. Dx anyway rachel was playing too so hahaha ri j1 girl setting bad example. tsk tsk.
xiner O.o i dont want to stalk you i rather go home! :D or sleep and stone somewhere. :D yes and i'll watch out for joshua. :D

[edit]
yifan thank you :D you're the first to post. -.- im sure pitch man ._.

these few days were just exciting. :D

fell sick on sunday, which means i didnt go out the entire day. went back to school on monday with a slight flu hoping that i'll recover soon, but ended up skipping school WITH MC on tuesday.

gosh i must have set the record for "The First Person to pon school and get an MC" for JC amongst all the people i know.

yah and don't try to tell me i dont know a lot of people. -.- lame joke hahahahaha. -.-

went back to school on wednesday. nothing much done for the whole day because i got my first taste of stoning in RJ (such an intellectual place) for about 4 hours or so. played cards, tried to read a book about 20th century music, listened to music (jay chou! <3), and bla bla the list goes on.

point is, i really wasted time in school.

chorale prac followed stoning, and i must say i've already lost interest in the songs we're doing. like I WANT WADE! -.- i dont care if im doing B1/B2/T1/T2 or even sop just do wade D:

but still, things will have to change. :D

so now we're stuck doing a piece by whitacre, another by ravel and the set piece 'sounds of joy'.

dang.

wasted more time travelling today. 25 minutes for car in the morning, 50 minutes for train ride to gos where we did sound check. i love doing soundchecks with BEATS! :D its just so enjoyable because when we sing i feel like im really special. :D i believe you all do too. :D yay.

oh and 40 minutes to get to orchard road and another 90 minutes going home from rgs.

thats like, approximately 3 hours and 20 minutes wasted on travelling. my my thats 1/8 of my day gone.

WHO CARES. :D

most importantly playing cards on the steps was the most fun, followed by eating ice cream behind the toilet, then intimidating little girls by dominating choir room space, etc -.-

oh yes how could i forget the shopping walk for presents -.- stupidly retarded. zomg.

yah my mind's not thinking straight right now. LALA. :D






I love walking with yifan and yishu. It's just... funny. :)

oh yah yifan take care of yourself, okay?

tag replies!

oh 'thank you' yishu and yifan for spamming my tagboard, because its really nice of you to help me clear my tagboard once in a while. -.-

okay!

kangjie haha :D so cheerful ah you. *sings* or is it something that i just didnt get.
yuxin hongrui josh okay probably next friday or something im getting people to come over and have fun just for a day. next friday which is chu wu, so let me just confirm details with my mum first. :D probably we'll just use the whole day
daniel uh sorry la daniel my mum say you cant. you know why right.
jiggyX omgosh imba finally visited :D yah it should be some emo phase. better to emo now than in future, otherwise affect our school work :S
annie haha my pleasure! :D if you need anything can call me. :D
xiner HI XINER. i've seen you in school! :D lots of times too. but i've only seen joshua once. how come eh? O.o
joanne like i get to post now after dinner. of course i can get your link its so easy -.-

and not forgetting
yishu thank you for your spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam.

and
yifan thank you for your spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam too.

gosh. cant believe that i actually typed it out. -.-

oh and those who want to come my house, please tell me and book a slot. max only about 7 people can come? :D my house small la.

tag replies :D

yishu yah yah whatever. -.-
yuxin settled so we'll try to get one for you. :D yay.
daniel now you know so it wont be so bad for you next time. perhaps sometime in future can get jay chou to sing birthday song with yuxin by celebrating birthdays together! whee i'd love that. :D
josh OHH okay nvm. it was hongrui btw.

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And yes, who wants to come over to my house after the new year? :D my mum's offering people to come to my house for mahjong, cards, bball. no rock band though D:

and maybe if you're all bored enough can go down to yishun safra :D

Dedicating this post to my good and close friend, Hongrui.

(
Hey dude! A blink of an eye and we've already known each other for 4 years and running. Actually I only got to know you better in sec2 because that's when we started skipping all the general music lessons and playing chess in the class room. :D

Well those times have long passed. Then came the times when I really changed in sec3 and sec4. I must say I really regret leaving you behind in upper sec, because I had totally not done my responsibility as a friend to get you out of your 'addictions' to whatever it may be.

Honestly, I sort of 'dumped' you in sec3 when I found my new group of friends from RV. Because of that, I never actually did my part as a friend to help you in whatever you needed help in, be it academics or just simple help.

Well, for that, I apologise. :) Now that I've sorted out my beliefs and thoughts somewhat, I hope its not too late to cherish such a good friend like you, really. No matter how bad things can get at home, in CCA, in school, I just want you to know I'll look forward to each music lesson so that we can continue building on our relationship as close friends. :D Maybe, we'll end up in the same class too. :D

Well, if you do need someone to compare your results with, to suan, or even to talk to (im not that good at giving advice though), just feel free to come look for me and I promise that I'll help you out to the best of my ability.

And thank you for your help too. I'll never forget the countless times you helped me to collect my worksheets and collate notes from lessons whenever I was absent from school.

All the best to you in RJ. :D and may you achieve whatever you set out to.
)

Well thats it.

Labels: hongrui

tag replies! i'm replying here more often now because i feel my tagboard's too small. :D

yifan eh because you dont get a lot of emails what. xP haha kidding. thank you for visiting here often. :) but im sick so i havent been on a lot today. oh and ill get down to linking you. i deleted you because your blog died. -.-
josh uh no its not a pun joshua. yifan really means "number one fan" and not "yi"-fan. -.-
yuxin eh i dont purposely attract attention okay. -.- oh and we intend on buying that thing which you put a canvas on. yah im telling you because i want you to know. :D like how we all told fiona what her present was. still want an easel?
joanne what? O.o want me to link you?
daniel i think we'll just tell him. i already did anyway. :D

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Oh yes. Before I forget.


HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YUXIN! :D

Yeah it's been a really long time since we got to know each other better since the start of 2007. We've been through quite a bit together, as friends, as neighbouring-classmates, as BEATS, as comm members, AEPMEP friends, etc. :D

Well, the time for RJ has come, and we're taking seperate paths now. Hopefully these paths cross often, because it would suck to lose a good friend like you. Or actually it just sucks that our relationship would even distant (like 疏远, you know?). Stay close, yah? :D

We'll meet often in RJ I hope. :D Perhaps after all you'll still stick with the whole group of us from chorale :D

Wishing you a happy 18th year! OH yes do you still want an easel? :D

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OH and happy birthday to my idol JAY CHOU :D Please continue to write great music that I can sing to. yay. :D

just remember something as i was narrating it to yishu.

i can't exactly remember who told me this, but

(
after witnessing yishu touching me a lot,
a: hey dennis. how come you and yishu are so close ah?
me: uh yah. because we're good friends what. like from rv and bla bla bla...
a: oh i see.
me: why leh?
a: uh i ask you, is yishu gay?
me: uh no. he has a gf.
a: oh. yah thats good. who knows maybe he'll turn gay in future and come to look for you.
me: *stones* *thinks* eh yah thats true eh. shit. -.-
)

yah i suddenly happen to remember this. trust me i never make stuff like that up.

tag replies!

woah you guys reply really really fast. my small tagboard cant take all the tags now D: okay.

yuxin mmhm i get it now. actually to be honest i wrote that post more to get all my angst and unhappiness out, so in actual fact im feeling much better! :D couldn't take it anymore la it was too much for a small boy like me ._. but sure, i'll definitely not be a follower. hopefully in the near future i'll turn into a leader, not just a non-follower. :D
josh firstly, define gay. :D eh mrs lim say laugh 100 times a day and laugh when there's nothing to laugh about. so i'll definitely be loads happier :D
fiona haha i told you today right. so scary >_>
hongrui pun-ning huh. :D sure. i'll be happier from now on.
yishu uh yeah hi yishu.

I must say, thank you to all those out there (fiona, michelle, ben, daniel, yishu, hongrui, etc.) for giving you all your precious time to talk to me and console me. thank you for doing so because seriously, i feel so much better talking to you all once i get rid of all those old and wrong thoughts.

I feel a lot better now! As kangjie said, the new Dennis shall not be a follower anymore, and instead he will choose to be individual and not follow in the footsteps of others. Sure you can still see him joking and laughing with you, but trust me it will be 100% uniquely him.

And I'll never forget my motto in life now. Like hongrui told me, "Know what you want, and just do it." I will from now on live by this motto because opportunities don't knock twice. It would be better to do something and screw it up than not even try at all. :)

And before I end off this post, I must say that I really treasure all of you around me who have taken time off to read such a long post about my emotional problems and obstacles that I face. You never know when anything could happen, so like Yishu, I'll simply learn to treasure all that around me and live by it too.

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In case you're just a passer by reading on my recent posts, please don't assume that who I am just from what I write. If you want to get to know me better, by all means come to look for me and make friends, because friendships are important and to be treasured.

And if you choose to leave this blog thinking this guy's just trying to win sympathy by posting such an emo post and just trying to seek attention to all those who bother reading the posts, think again. You would probably have faced this problem too, just that you don't know that you have, or just living in denial.

It's all part of growing up. Really.

tag replies.

fiona uhh okay i dont get it O.o
josh sure. i would also want to walk beside you too. just that we dont get to see each other often enough to meet up. :)
hongrui all the best to us bro! :D
yifan okay i'll try and laugh more too :)
yishu uh hi yishu. hello :)
kangjie i think your comments are the most constructive! thank you very much dear kangjie i'll always remember what you tagged today. :D

tag replies.

daniel hey hey thanks. :D
josh oh it's just going to be one hell of an experience for me. more of the hell than experience.
yuxin :D ge you qian qiu. we'll just aim to be the best in whatever we do, yah?
yifan alright man. :D HELLO. :D

Surprisingly, the sexuality education workshop did touch me like no other workshop did.

Having a high self esteem, building relationships, mirroring and matching, understanding love and questioning one's beliefs are things that were part of the workshop. As Candice talked through the workshop I found myself nodding and agreeing to whatever she said, about people with good looks but low self esteem can actually be quite lonely.

Then I think about my friends from BEATS.

What is friendship? What are friends? What are real friends? What makes a good friend?

I can't help but question myself if the people from BEATS are really my friends. I mean, having stuck with them for so long, singing and practicing for a year or so, working through RV together, enjoying magical moments on stage together, hearing the applause from the audience after a song together, we can be considered friends, or if not, good friends right?

But to be honest, I've been feeling lonely deep inside for a long time. :D

I think it's finally time that I say it out loud to the world, that I feel that I'm not a very good friend, because I'm not exactly close to anyone, so to speak. I try my best though, but sometimes perhaps it doesn't get across very well, or my physiology just doesn't help what I'm trying to say.

Take today for example. It was the second time I was being 'antisocial' by choosing to walk alone while listening to my own music from my phone. And when I see everyone else walking in front so happily and chatting together, something inside me just tells me not to join them, and walk alone.

After all, they seem quite happy, even without me. :)

I chose to walk alone, then Yishu must have noticed I wasn't behind and was somewhere else, and decided to walk with me instead. The rest ended up following, then I immediately felt bad that they had to come stick with me instead. I mean, I'm really sorry that I wasn't walking with you guys because I know you all were really enjoying chatting with each other.

Or perhaps, I just don't like to follow and just be a listener.

I thought about what Fiona said. Hey you're a really great bunch of people to mix around with you know? :D The problem doesn't lie with you, it lies with me. I mean, I gave up trying to 'mix' around with you all because I was really tired of following. Following behind you all, trying to make myself look like I'm in whatever you were saying, and following in my friends.

Is this behaviour bad? Can someone tell me? I really don't know how to change for the better unless someone is willing to guide me.

Well, I aimed to be honest when I started typing this blog post. At first I was just going to rant at Yishu and ask for his advice, but I figured it would be better if I let the whole world know I have this problem so I'll be more determined to change.

Anyway, being with Guanwei Yifan and Yishu was always enjoyable and fun. But, as I said earlier, I can't help but I do not like to follow in whatever they do. Sorry guys I hope you don't take any offence from this but being in your 'shadows' and following you all in your little jokes really sucks to be me sometimes.

Perhaps, I'm just jealous at how well you people are at being friendly. This is the truth. :)

This didn't just happen once. The first time I got an excuse to say I was feeling antisocial and pissed because Yifan threw a pop pop at my legs which irritated me. But now there's no excuse, I'll just have to admit that I'm jealous. :)

I bet all of you didn't know this was the Dennis that's really on the inside. But still this is the real me. And I hope what I am so far on the outside isn't just a mask?
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Sometimes, I really wish I can be as sociable as Guanwei Yifan and Yishu because I want to be known to more people. That's the truth, believe it or not. And that's partly also why I want to run for council. So that more people can know me.

I think I just like being in the centre of attention. Who doesn't? But I just want it to shine on me more often than others.
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I hope no one took offence at any of the above that I just typed out. I'm really trying my best to change, because deep down inside I really want to get into council.

I hope my values of friendship haven't changed just to suit my want for council. Friends are not acquaintances, and I know only friends are those you rely on when you need help.

Oh yes to all those out there who don't know me well since secondary school, aren't you lucky to find me typing such a post to get to know me better? :)

I'm feeling really mixed right now.

Surprisingly, it wasnt as bad as I thought. So all the worry over nasty comments for nothing.

Sigh. H2 music's going to a ride for me in JC.

Let's just cross my fingers and hope that I can get into music and stay there without ending at the bottom of the class.

And dean's list for music is GONE. :D Overestimation is BAD.

tag replies :D

yuxin yah thanks for suggesting that. >.<
fiona actually just take male hormones la. make you more manly and develops your low range. =D
yifan uhh what? no la asking for pitch is okay. just that... nvm.
josh uh you dont get it? i dont too. xP

yes thank you fiona and yuxin for keeping my tagboard alive. ._.

:D

I can't say I'm not sad with my results. But after all I did expect to get a B3 for higher chinese D:

What do you expect I wrote ji xu wen and got super distracted while doing my paper 2. -.-


Yah I think it's an acceptable grade I guess. Perhaps instead of foretelling lower results I should expect myself to do better next time. Seriously this cannot happen in 2 years time. :O

Went bowling with Yishu, Guanwei, Yifan, Kangjie, Ben, Joel and Daniel! :D Played the first 3 games of bowling in my life and got 3 miserable scores. (67, 45, 89 - notice anything unique about these numbers? :D) Well it's my first time so it's only going to be better.

Except for Yifan's 113 in his second game. Nice turkey I must say :D

And yishu did his first >150 in bowling. :D God bless him he finally believes there is a God. :D










I'm just not in the mood for blogging. Worrying over what the teachers might say about H2 music tomorrow.

and my result for chinese o level will be out tomorrow.

hmm.

did some edits to the blog. hopefully now it looks more pleasant to the eye.

comments anyone?

tag replies!

kangjie woah you're good person the only moment i mention you in my blog post then you show up on my tagboard :D haha you want to know ask ben. :D or yifan. or daniel. or yishu. or guanwei. or joel. just dont ask me PLEASE :D
fiona haha its okay la i just feel sad. D: zibei i think. yah and sorry for laughing out loud when mr toh said 'sop2' because i think i was the only one laughing out loud. D: paiseh ah. yah so dont be sorry! :D
daniel yay thank you daniel i must really thank you for all the nice things you've said and all the things you've done for me. lunch on school day maybe? :D yah its really encouraging so thank you. :D i hope my range can expand both ways.
yuxin yo buddy dont fret too. dont need to zibei so much because you still have us here. :) you too! you have a 3.94 gpa to be proud of :D i hope to see more of you in rj. (:

And then there were a million. -.-

Somehow the new trend's to take up vocal lesson with mr toh. -.- I have nothing against it but it's weird that this can actually be a trend like O.o no offence heh.

I'm officially dropped to bass2, or rather bass 1 but bass 2 if needed so thats like bass0.5 because its

bass1/2 = bass0.5

:D okay math joke.

chorale's performing on open house! come watch us at lt1 at either 10.30am or 12.45 pm. =D it's free seating so just come early to get the best seats.

and i'm really happy that i won't have to do bass2 for long. yay to the newcomers. :D

I'm starting to feel really, really inferior to many things in this world.

Like my poor musical background.

Like my small social network.

Like my limited range (thanks fiona :D and not forgetting all those who asked 'how low is this note' then sing as low as they can, suanning me in the process because its like 5, 6 notes down for every single person that asked me that)

Like ...

...


Oh gosh I seriously hope this list doesn't keep increasing.

Countdown to council selection: anyone knows? I really need to start working on getting more people to know me. I WANT TO GET IN! :O



Am I developing an inferiority complex?

It's stuck in my head, and its playing on my media player now. :D

I like jay chou's new 給我一首歌的時間! It's like so catchy, so high, and has lyrics that are somewhat meaningful too. Omgosh this song has made me forget ALL his previous songs because I'm just singing this song all day.

Well, back to reality.

In case you didn't know yet, I've been dropped to Bass 2, and that for all you music noobs out there is the lowest part anyone can sing in the choir. Don't ask me why because some dude decided every choir should have 4 sections and each section should have only 2 split sections and not 3. :D

I hate singing low notes! Especially if you cannot blast that low note even after closing your vocal chord real tight, no sound still comes out. And what I hate most is that nothing comes out, NOTHING, comes out at the bass 2 part of wade. Thats like low E.

Yet yifan was suanning me about his low low G today. -.-

My voice is changing, but my low notes still sound nice. But that doesn't mean I can sing that low because I'm not Daniel/Lionel/Issac and neither do I want to be like them. It's just I'll do my best to help the Bass 2s because after all, I am part of the section.

*awww*

Had a real long chat with some RV guys about lots of things today, from Digimon to Superheroes to Movies to Pokemon to Personality problems to superpowers to kangjie to chorale to singing to o level people to lack of people in chorale to cartoons we watch during out childhood to music backgrounds to every other thing you can think of.

I'm just amazed that as guys we can actually talk so much like GIRLS and bitch about so many things too. Well, school's starting soon and we're all somewhat parting in someway so this session was somewhat like a catch up session that we had. And unbelievably we had so much fun talking about POKEMON and DIGIMON :D yeah well we're guys after all.

Chorale rehearsel tomorrow. I sincerely hope my low notes won't disappoint me.

I wonder if one can train his voice both ways, like expand range upwards and downwards at the same time. :O

5 more days before school starts. Now the fun starts. :D

tag replies!

guowei thanks! =D hopefully everything goes smoothly for you rj too. i mean rijc. -.-
yifan hehe thanks so much. i wish it would all work out though. =D i like to be a pioneer too. yay. oh yes joanne has a blog but not diane.
joanne dont want. xP
josh eh its because its near school so thats why we went there. not because its near my house. but thats a plus for me and the rest because they came my house after all. yay. =D
yuxin yah lor. see la josh. tsk.
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yay! finally my luck is coming back to me after so many mahjong games. won 3/11 games since we had 4 draws. thats like more than 25 percent win so its not bad la huh. =D

ah. school starts next wed. what else do i have to get done? anymore meetings for people? come on.

and all the best for everyone for chinese o results! im really hoping to get at least an A.
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oh yes im in love <3 with a very nice song by jay chou.

from his latest album. just click 'yuxin' under my links and go listen to it.

AH! =D

Been busy catching up with people and squeezing as much fun as I can out of the remaining holidays.



Will blog as soon as school starts. :D

Finally! New year resolutions and goals for 2009.

Resolutions
1. Stop procrastinating.
2. Get rid of my talktofemalefacetoface-phobia.
3. Swear less.

Goals
1. To run for council and get in!
2. Top the class for music for this year, and hopefully next year.
3. Get Dean's list for Chemistry, and Maths. (physics is out of my reach)
4. Set up my very own SIG (pool club!)
5. Do well for promos so I can get 2 H3s. Whee. =D
6. Don't fail GP. T-T

Yah they all look pretty out of reach but I believe they're achievable.

The days just pass by so quickly.

It's already Jan 3rd! :O Time flies really quickly when you have activities all day, yah?

2nd Jan
It's officially the start of school! Had to wake up early this morning to go down to GOS to help out in their 'moving' from the old to the new school. Met yuxin at the bus stop and made our way down together, where Ms Kwan told us we'll be stationed at the traffic light to be road marshalls in case students walk off into the wrong direction.

The new school looks great! If you all have time take a trip down to the building beside Rulang Primary and look at the new Grace Orchard School. I have to admit the campus is a lot smaller because the field space is considerably smaller as compared to the old campus. I'll miss the old campus though D: and the weekly trips down to GOS.

And I didn't know art materials were actually so expensive. The cost of a foot long brush actually costs like 60 dollars? Which is very very costly. Oil paints cost quite a bit too, like about 5 dollars for 40ml or so. Oh well what do you expect for art materials.

And it's the first time I saw a 5 digit sum for a guitar. I always thought guitars are really really cheap, so I really got quite a shock (but was left in awe) at the price tags of the guitars. A pity the shop in Bras Basah complex dont sell chinese pop piano books though. You know what I mean.

Met Yifan, Yishu and Guan for lunch where we ate at Burger King (again) then we left to Fiona's house. I must say her tiles are really slippery, but nicer than Joshua's. :O I'm in awe that girl has 2 mahjong sets in her house! Oh yah it was also the first time I played Rock Band on PS3, which is not bad considering I cant play the drums, guitar or sing.

Oh yes and I was late for tuition. Thanks. =)


3rd Jan
Went for my first lesson today, and spent in doing corrections. I have to say I never realised I had so many problems, and I never knew what singing over the nose was until today.

Joined Kangjie, Ben, Joel and Yuxin after lesson today at block 606 in yio chu kang. Mmm the carrot cake in the market was good, but 'set' was even better. :D Ben bring those cards around where ever you go okay?


Yah 2 fun days. Now it's time to do a closure on 2008.

Wah somehow choir farewell got summed up too fast due to my lack of sleep and bad flu from 4 hours of sleep in the living room. >_<>



13 days left! Gosh my holidays are going too fast before I can catch them. :O

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Note to self:

1. Write reflections
2. Write goals
3. Write thank-yous

Yah so thats a lot of writing to do.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR! =D

Well its time to put 2008 behind you, and move on to better things in 2009.

I must say my last 8 hours was really eventful. =D Oh and of course there was choir farewell last year yesterday too. =)

Choir farewell was alright, but too bad it was too short because it was only songs, certs, and gifts. Aww come to think of it I felt that it wasn't long enough so I couldn't spend more time with my juniors and batchmates and all. But Paul's storytelling to like 10+ people would have been the highlight of the day.

And so I've graduated from RV! Moving on to chorale for sure, so be sure to catch me there, if you need to.

And it was my first stayover with friends last night too. :D Not bad for a start in the new year eh.
OH and thank you Yishu Guanwei Jorel Geoffrey Fried for coming to my house it really helped to boost the atmosphere with all the noise we made in the room and hall. Yah and card playing and mahjong isn't such a bad start to 2009, I guess.

We started off by wanting to go somewhere after choir farewell, and since Yishun Safra was the closest and no one else wanted to go that far off, we went there instead. Jorel joined us halfway, so we had 7 people moving along in a big group.

Reached Yishun Safra and wanted to bowl/pool but realised that it's either full, too expensive or not enough time to play. Ended up coming to my house but went to play Blind Mice at the slide below my flat. I must say I'm getting quite good at it. :D

Yeap so only Jorel left halfway about 1 plus while the rest stayed till about 6.30 this morning before leaving. Even though it was quite last minute, but still thanks for coming. :D I'll pass on the thanks to my parents.

I'm posting new year resolutions soon. Just give me more time to settle down into the year first.
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tag replies. :D

joanne uh yeah la ok THANK YOU darling sister. -.-
samantha well i won't be so sure yet. and you tagged! :D:D i think the olympics module isnt something that allows you to play your own sport, thats for sure.
rebekah yah i agree its not fun when forced to do sports. we'll see how it goes. =D
yuxin sia la first thing in new year talk about suicide. emo la you. oh and yah my post pretty much sums up what happened after you left.
hongrui same to you!
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okay to do justice to this post click 'guanwei' under links and read his post about the stayover at my house. get a few laughs off it too. :D