I suppose Yishu, you like to withdraw that tag of yours?

I had a talk with Yishu about council stuff. Finally got it clear to him and to myself why I wanted council and what was my main motivation for wanting to get council, and what would be the motivation driving me through 2 years of RIJC life.

At the same time, Grace sent out an email to the whole of BW too. Something she said really shook me because it left me wondering: What's my purpose? What's my vision for council?

I haven't really explored this area of why I wanted to run for council yet, so I haven't really found the answers. But I did mention part of it to Yishu over the phone, and it was something like: To make life better for Rafflesians so they really feel like home here in RI(JC).

Well, that puts me under welfare, doesn't it? I really want to try out for the secretariat too, after all the training and practice I got from doing Kangjie's work and chasing money, I suppose all that's different is that its just going to be more interesting. NOT HARDER, but more interesting. :D

So, what's my vision? What's my purpose for council?

Let me do more thinking before I put this up again. As of now I have a place in the interview stages since I've already submitted my nomination form.

Interviews and Campaigns left. Let's hope I get through both.

40 days left before it's all over. Or there about. : D

Decisions.

I think there comes a point in anyone's life where we have to make certain decisions in our life, choose the paths that we wish to take, and then not look back and regret on what we have chose.

And there's always the pain before the choice. Choosing isn't painful, its the deciding that makes hearts break and hurts people.

I finally dropped Chinese today. My mum wasn't particularly happy about it, after all the talk I gave about continuing for an 'A' in H1 Chinese, and continue to study chinese for 1 more year, blah blah. I managed to convince her that at the rate my class and I am going, I'll definitely not get my 'A'.

It's true. After all, my passion for the language has already died down. Reviving it is going to be one hard process.

And yes, there's the other decision that I've always wanted to make since the start of my sec4 year in RI. To council, or not to council.

OH well, shall stop talking about it. Sorry fiona mummy if it makes you sad reading this then please don't. My heart breaks everytime I see you frowning when I mention this topic. D:

Back to school.

Class has been decently fun! :D I love 10So6M, and at the rate we're going I believe we're going to be one hell of a bonded class at the end of 2 years. Great peers, great classmates, fun teachers which we both laugh with and laugh at, etc. :D All the good things about my class that I can never cease to appreciate them for. :D

The best thing is: It's only going to be better.

But I've made up my mind. I'm not going for class camp, due to chorale and dramafeste that will be coming up on the 6th - 7th march respectively. It was a hard choice, but I have my priorities and I know chorale comes first before anything. Even my class.

Sorry 6M. D:

And I plan on going onto a short haitus now, unless I get to use the com past 12 when everyone else is asleep, or off the computer so I don't have 5 msn convos to manage at one time. Blogging's only going to be an update of my life, or just an occasional shoutout that I have to do when I need relief.

Right now, there're just so many things in my head.

Okay shoutouts now.

PUNCH: I LOVE YOU GUYS. :D esp my mum and jiejie and yifan. :D:D and of course I love the rest equally much as well. :D

MUSIC: Hey friends! Anyone of you have any suggestions for class outings? I was thinking like bowling or cycling during march hols, but that's going to be quite late. Oh yes reminds me of sending out email to everyone. :D

EVERYONE: COME BUY CHORALE CONCERT TICKETS PLEASE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS IF YOU ALL DO. I still love you if you don't buy tickets from me, but less. :D

Okay. Off to sending emails. :D

Labels: 10S06M, chorale, council, decisions

tag replies!

fiona :D yeah your so is smart. and yes mummy im not with yishu anymore if you havent realised. :D oh and i dont know why too.
yifan lala. :D tag questions next time so i can reply. :)
hongrui AGHGHGHGGHGHGH. *dies*
annie oh haha. :D yah it's always good to have a good friend like yishu around for comic relief. :D yes he's really nice too. :)
michsoh heyhey! yeah seems like you've met him too. :D see you around in class. :D
josh what la there's just too much to post about camp lol. okay now a proper post on school.

Amidst the countless things that bug me the most now, there's just that something that keeps me in constant... uh shall I say discontent?

Yes it's the same thing that's bugging all my chorale mates now. That one word.

Sigh.

tag replies!

fiona hi mummyyyy! yah by 'blogger' i hope you mean the website and not me -.- yah i put back 7 to 18 liao. :D
lionel NONO HELLO YOUUU. :D
yifan blogger sucks! Grrr.
fiona (again) there you go :D now you know. ;D
yishu no i didnt yishu. i still love you. :)
karen thank you! you must understand that guys arent really good at writing cards. maybe i'll give you another one at the end of this year. :D

okay. today was just... tiring. :)

okay chorale camp update. i hate blogger for screwing me up I SWEAR i wrote 20. -.-

okay.

1) I can totally walk on crutches now. :D
2) I have a full family! yay ben fiona rachel. :D
3) Camwhored A LOT during the camp. Thanks to vic's activity. And then groups shots. :D
4) Camp food was nice. Unbelievable.
5) Hide and Seek was UBER FUN. :D If fiona could run I'd bet we can get first. :D
6) I feel bad for giving Karen such a un-nice card. >.<>love like my group :D yay to fiona linan stacey anas vivien jorel kahbian and sam.

[now let me try to recall 7 to 18]
7) I love chorale camps! Because I get my wallet with me all the time.
8) I can make good paper aeroplanes. Ask linan. :D
9) I got a very nice card! Thank you secret valentine. :D
10) Eclairs are nice. Never knew what that mean until now. :D
11) I love the j1 talking group! Ben Joel Kangjie Ian Daniel me for talking till around 1 then falling asleep. :D gosh so many scandels running about. :D
12) I wish I could have slept on the roof. D: Dang.
13) Finale was touching! I really love the mad singing and jigsaw thing. :D then frisbee of course.
14) Camp food was good. I never knew leftovers tasted so good too. :D
15) I'm best at putting a chicken drumlet into my mouth and taking it out clean. Ask guan/yifan to confirm :D
16) I love rj drinks. Never knew there were actually so many vending machines in rj. Did you know there were 2 in the pe block?
17) Chorale j1s just rock. Captain's ball was totally fun. :D
18) I'm going to learn to play basketball well. From yishu. :)


19) I hope to be more filial, to both families. :)
20) Chorale camp was just too short. Another one in june, maybe? :D

Tag replies!

stace HI STACEYYYY. thanks for coming. :D yah i'll be your sound manager just give me a call and i'll be there. :D yes all the photos :D:D so funny.
hongrui you'll see.
josh oh yah. sorry la i dont take ELS. -.- yah camp just ended yesterday. zzz im sure school starts so fast. die la.
fiona okay mummy. :D
yifan yo dude. your blog looks alive. :D

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I haven't been here in a long time! :D

Many things happened over the past few days, but what mainly happened was chorale camp, which was fun. :D

Okay let's blog this the yifan way. Say as many things as you can about an event and blog it. It must be in point form, of course. :D

1) I can totally walk on crutches now. :D

2) I have a full family! yay ben fiona rachel. :D

3) Camwhored A LOT during the camp. Thanks to vic's activity. And then groups shots. :D

4) Camp food was nice. Unbelievable.

5) Hide and Seek was UBER FUN. :D If fiona could run I'd bet we can get first. :D

6) I feel bad for giving Karen such a un-nice card. >.<>love like my group :D yay to fiona linan stacey anas vivien jorel kahbian and sam.

19) I hope to be more filial, to both families. :)

20) Chorale camp was just too short. Another one in june, maybe? :D


Okay 20 things first lets post more in future when I can. :D

And yes my class has been insanely interesting and fun because we totally have class spirit now. :D

Okay I promised my mummy to get off the com and play piano now. *scoots off*

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oh yea all the pictures are on facebook so have a look at them yourself. thank you stacey wuyang fiona and all other photographers :D:D

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tag replies.

josh yah okay la i wont ask you. xP
joanne uh okay. hi. :D hopefully your teacher doesnt spot you doing it again.
yuxin haha! i love the chorus wheeee. :D and the dialogue too. :D im going to figure it out. :D yay. oh yah i got the mp3 you want?
xiner haha i might. :D just that he's super busy awww. D:
yifan uh yeah right. :D im sure learn so many not fun liao. -.-
fiona yah no fear. :D of what?
annie yah i saw. :D:D so funny! :D hi my name's gabriel :D
hongrui ? how what?

i dont feel like blogging these days. probably because school's going to start soon. :D

I love dancing! :D

Somehow learning dance from orientation has sparked and ignited my liking for dance, and so I have decided to keep practicing my dance so that I can get better and look more pleasant. :D

I'm going to get help from the people I've asked. You know who you are. :D

And yes, I'm starting to love my OG mates too now, because I turned mad due to lack of sleep and started talking weirdly and making new friends while playing the wall game. :D High.

And I'm running on caffeine from the school's coffee bing. It's really good. :D

Uh oh yes. Tag replies.
yifan I LOVE THE SUN DANCE TOO! :D especially the shoulder one and the na na na. :D
yuxin yah true. that one not that nice jon lim showed us liao. quite sian actually. sun dance pwns rain dance, ANYTIME. :D
kangjie yah stop being a lian. :D yah i love dancing! :D
fiona haha can make it a goal to dance at every place. i was learning how to do the wave in canteen today lol. :D ended up meeting yishu and guan at khatib mrt. :D

Okay too many smileys. That's bad.

Oh and I love dancing in the night along bishan street. Let's hope sneakers tomorrow will help with the spinning. My shoe has too much grip. T-T

G'd night!

2 days down, 3 to go.

It's surprising how time actually flies eh. One moment back in time I was wishing I could be in a good OG while watching from next door, and now I'm actually having my own.

2 days passed so quickly! I have yet to actually spend time doing other things, but yeah im having school now so orientation's important all the same.

Shall not comment on the activities, but I must say it was a really great effort by the j2s to put up such a great first intro. I guess I was a little 'used to it' (the school life, atmosphere, surrounding, etc.) since I'm already in chorale and had been hanging around the school for 2 weeks or so, and counting.

Tomorrow's going to be another long day, with war games and stuff. Let's see how it turns out so I shan't make any predictions or have any expectations before hand, except just to have fun, and more fun. :D

OH yes JIAYOU accidentals! :D practice hard take 5's this coming FRIDAY D: they need all the time they can get so practice smart too! :D

Uh and yes I totally love my chorale batchmates now. :D especially the crazier bunch of us because we actually danced in the play park in Vivocity :O so brave. Yeah we didn't really care about what others was thinking, just that we wanted to get our dance right. :D

and
I LOVE BATCH DANCE. It's so freaking cool! :D:D

Okay enough for today. See how tomorrow goes.

Gosh I want to take dance lessons already. Who wants to teach me? Rachel? :D